last night was so drunk, i dont even remember going home. xixi.
Sunday afternoon was KTV. the first time in years ive been haha. Its not my favorite place to go as i hate singing in front of ppl, especially when im sober. haha, KTV without drinks is like my worst nightmare. But Aileen has the
Be Carful what you wish for, you might get it one day....
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haha, well... I can say, I have got what i wished for... My Aileen, hehe. I know two months wishing is not such a long time, but it seems to fit well, I wanted this time to come back to shanghai and to have a good life, find a stable job, save some money, find a good girlfriend
It was a pretty awful day in terms of weather, cold and rainy, but sitting with Aileen, i couldnt notice it. All afternoon she kept asking, why are you looking at me... I couldnt take my eyes off her haha.
Maybe its strange, ive known her for so long online,
I feel... like my worries are so small and superficial.
I got a sms from a friend in scotland tonight (Ms. Mcgann, her pics are on my blog) One of my best friends, we have been through so much together. and tonight
she has found out her mother has cancer... They are at the hospital now... waiting for more test results, so Im here online, waiting for an hour, ill be able to get her on skype on
What a stupid feeling.. I dont know why im feeling like this...
I guess, i know how hard it can be to forget feelings for someone, and how easy it is for a playboy to manipulate others feelings. I can understand it from that point of view (ive been THAT guy in the past after all, so I guess i can understand the situation now from both sides.)